My Feelings Feel like Spagetti

June 30th, 2009
Song: Cause I Love You - North
4 more days until bestest Pokemon buddy's birthday!

Dear Diary,
I believe, you and me, we were always meant to be.
Eh. I feel like trash. x;. I don't know how to feel.
I blame myself for feeling everything that I feel right now.
Why is it so easy for me to feel this way?
Oh well. It'll get sort out sooner or later.

I went to see Transformers 2 yesterday.
With my bestest Pokemon buddy and his sister, Jessica.
It was really awkward. ;-;. And Transformers was awesome.
The dog on dog action was kinda, weird.
And the girl that was the robot in the college was scary.
WEIRDDD. AH. x__x. I'm not talking about it.
Cause some people reading this might say it's a spoiler. x;.

I webcammed with Nick yesterday.
MR. AWKWARD TURTLE. D:
ANDDDDD;
I heard Andric's voice last night. >;].
Mwhaha. Andric's voice is so, HONG KONG. D:
Unlike me, I sound very WHITE. I'm not racist. D:
But, I heard Timmy's today. So, BRUNO from the movie,
Boy in the Striped Pajamas. WHY DO I SOUND SO WHITE?!
Nothing unique to my voice. >;|. MY VOICE DOES FAIL.
WHATWHATWHATWHAT.
Spazzattack.

Write more later.

Cucumbers and Rice

June 28th, 2009
Song: 酷愛 - 張敬軒
6 more days till my bestest Pokemon buddy's birthday!

Dear Diary,
前夜一起睡 你卻沒廉恥
竟講出口你怕受罪
完全忘記往日為何
凌晨迎潮浪戲水.

我喜欢这首歌.
今天是无聊. .__.''
然而,明天将是有趣的. (:

I don't make sense, probably.
-Copying Kory's epic fail at chinese-.

Write more later.

Moonlight Shines

June 27th, 2009

Song: Superstar - Lupe Fiasco

7 more days until bestest Pokemon buddy's birthday!

Dear Diary,
Then have no fear, the camera's here.
Leg's injured. Bleh. Whatever.
I love my bestest Pokemon buddy.
I love Andric Luu. I love my new blog layout.
I hate it. It is a stalker. It wants to go lower in my rankings.
It's leaving tomorrow. Pretty glad.
Andric made a calendar for me. I love it.
LOVELOVELOVE(:.

Sleepy. Still have laundry though.
Bestest Pokemon buddy's almost back.
4-5 more hours. Yay. (:
Don't feel like writing.

Remember:
I love Andric Luu,
&; Joshua Tristan Mariposa Besas

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Baby, you're the one I've waited for.

June 22nd, 2009
Song: Together - Neyo
13 more days until bestest Pokemon buddy's birthday!

Dear Diary,
I had never had anyone that makes me feel this way.
2 more days till school ends. 2 more days.
My eighth grade memories will linger in me forever.
All the amazing friendships I have made after 4 years in school.
Haha. I love all of them. Ms. Farmer's class.
Mrs. Wenzel's class. Silver team. Alligators<3.
Blue team. Rutgers<3. Science Fair<3.
There's so much more to talk about. I absolutely loved these four years.
Now we're going our separate ways. Haha. I'll always remember.

School was really empty compared to what it would be.
It's cause everyone left already. They put Ms. Salvia's & Casto's class together.
Casi Casi is such an awkward movie. Emilio has too many fantasies.
Hmm. Plans. Monday isn't any good. Maybe Tuesday of next week.
Watch Transformers or go somewhere with Butterfly kisses.
It's his birthday soon. But he's going away for his birthday.
That sucks. Someone just planned everything.
Without considering what Butterfly Kisses wants to do.
Someone also won't let Kamilah go. What the heck, he barely talks to her.

I've been trying to stop cursing lately.
It's kinda hard though, when I'm irritated.
Blah, I'm such a failure. I have got to stop saying "lmfao" also.
It's like "lol", but you're not really laughing.
So how can I be laughing my freaking anus off ?!
When I'm not ?! I have problems. Yeah I know.
Someone needs to stay out of my problems.
Someone is making it worse.

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Mario Kart

June 21st, 2009
Song: Mario Kart Love Song - blinktwice4y
14 more days till bestest Pokemon buddy's birthday!

Dear Diary,
You'll be my princess, I'll be your toad.
Today, I played Mario Kart for like 3 hours.
My arms hurt from playing so much.
Oh well, at least I unlocked all the cups for 50cc.
I also practiced a lot. My new main character for Mario Kart.
Yoshi! Toad was my favorite, and still is, but I'll use Yoshi now.

Today was really boring. Today was REALLY boring.
My good mood was dissolved by my brother.
I usually start with a good mood, and then someone ruins it.
Well, whatever. I'm still thinking about what I should get.
For my bestest Pokemon buddy's birthday, you know.
I'll think of something. I have to. D:

Write more later.

Tattletales // Snitches

June 21st, 2009

Song: Fall for You - Secondhand Serenade
14 more days till bestest Pokemon buddy's birthday!
This post is only me ranting on about tattletales // snitches.
Skip to the next post if you do not wish to read rants.

Dear Diary,
I'm about to break. I'm about to just scream. I want to run away from home.
Literally. I'll just run out of my house, just run away from my anger.
My brother just doesn't realize how everyone feels in this family.
He's just constantly being greedy, and asking for more than what he already has.
He has DS, a Playstation, a PSP, and now he's asking for a DSi,
but not willing to give away his DS.
My dad spent the 2 hours he had with us for Father's Day
downloading more games for my brother.
When my brother already had 90+ games to play with already.
He's also already asking for a computer, because I got mine when I was 9.
But it wasn't officially mine until I was 11.
I needed the computer because our lessons were harder.
He gets everything so easily. I had to EARN my iPod. I asked my dad for a bamboo tablet.
Sure, I got it, but it was after all the chores I did. Like I learned in literature,
"The only place where success is before work is in the dictionary."

My brother is also a tattletale // snitch.
He tells my parents EVERYTHING that I say/do.
He tries to get me in trouble constantly.
But he knows he's done worse things than me, and when I want to tell my parents,
he screams at me, and cries, so my parents pity him and I'm the one that gets in trouble.
I'm freaking tired of people babying my brother. He thinks just because he's the youngest,
he can get away with anything. I hate this.

Acoustic Love

June 20th, 2009
Song: I'm Yours by Jason Mraz
15 more days till bestest Pokemon's birthday!

Dear Diary,
Look into your heart, and you'll find love, love, love.
Ahh, addicted to I'm Yours, once again. I'm such a loser.
I've also been singing a lot lately, I guess I'm getting back into the music department.
I started to learn to play the guitar recently, and so far, I can play a few chords.
Hopefully, I won't give up on it. I have the whole summer to try to learn at least one song.
I named my guitar Melody. I think I'll decorate it sometime soon.

I baked muffins today, and it tasted pretty dang good. ;D.
I also drew Plusle and Minun. They're adorable. Pokemon for the win!
Kory scared me today, he spammed my i-m window with his cousin's screename.
And I didn't know what was going on. He just kept on talking.
Assuming that I knew who he is. What a loser, man. How about this, Kory.
KORY DOESN'T KICK BUTT. And I can be Val Kicks Balls. ;D.
Love you, Koremeister(:.

Yuppers, I'm in a pretty good mood today. I guess.
I woke up at like 11:30am. I'm such a lazy person.
I woke up at 9:15am, then slept again because it was pouring outside.
I started going on MSN again, since I haven't been on for like, 2 weeks.
AIM appealed to me more. I have no idea why though.

Everyone's leaving me. D:
My bestest Pokemon buddy arrived at Florida today.
Fee went to China on Thursday.
Kory and them went to Japan.
Stacey headed to California.
LOSER PEOPLE, I'm going to SWIM MEETS. AHH.
I'm so nervous; I haven't officially trained for the swim meet.
Only did excercises at home.

Write more later. <3>

The Start of Something New

Dear Diary,
Woohoo! A new blog, for like, the 3rd time in a row. Today was kind of sad.
It was my bestest Pokemon buddy's last day of school, and he's off to Florida. <|3.

Ah, everyone's leaving school, and that's not cool. D: .
I skipped the formal last night to coach some kiddies.
The picnic was the best day ever, and so was Six Flags.

I don't feel like typing a lot. So talk to you tomorrow.